Maggie in the Mountains

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I am not quite sure how many times I have posted a picture on Instagram of Maggie in the mountains, but I’m pretty certain I’ve posted at least as many pictures of her as I have of my knitting, and I’ve definitely posted more pictures of her than I have of my kids. I’m not sure why I’m so keen on taking (and sharing) pictures of her, but I have some guesses.

To begin with, she is just so darn cute. She is always willing to sit and stay when I ask her to. She always seems a little perplexed with me, but she does it for as long as I ask, and then launches off with renewed vigor after her short modeling gig.

I often wonder if she recognizes the beauty all around her and appreciates that I’m including her in my attempt to capture it. For the most part, she tends to be more focused on smelling and tasting the trails, but I always hope that she acknowledges the beauty of the changing seasons, the various vistas, and the forboding mountains we traverse.

I also think I like to include Maggie in my pictures on my hikes, because I am constantly grateful that because of her I am even up there in the first place. I am completely certain that if not for Maggie, I would hike and run the trails perhaps a tenth of the time I do now. It is so, so easy to fill my time with other things, dithering away the few minutes I have in the morning “getting things done,” but because I have this adorable dog–this dog that looks at me with gently appealing eyes and a smoothly swishing tail, all with her chin resting on my knee–that I must go. It is impossible for me to deny her sweet request.

So, we go. Almost every day, we leash-walk up the hill from my house to one of two trailheads, and set off on our hike. On the trails, I don’t know if she is more free or if I am, but it is a little bit of bliss up there for both of us.

And so, almost every single time I take a picture of a beautiful view up in the mountains, I include Maggie. Because she is the reason for the experience.

And I am grateful.

 

Fall’s Indulgence

I am beginning to feel like I’m cheating doing this challenge in the fall. (Is it really a strain to find beauty this time of year?!)

What is truly joyful, though, is seeing so many people finding beauty and sharing it with us.

Keep ’em comin’!

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After starting this “challenge,” I’ve begun feeling paranoid that posting a picture every day showing something I find beautiful will be misconstrued as me trying to brag or show off how wonderful my life is. I don’t want doing this to ostracize myself from any of you; I don’t want to be perceived as someone who is only showing the best version of myself in order to make everyone else feel badly about themselves. I know this is a common hazard of online perception versus reality and I am (probably overly) aware that doing this getting me dangerously close to that precipice.

With that in mind, I will clarify that my goal in beginning the Thing of Beauty Along is to create a community of us who are choosing to find at least one beautiful thing, one thing that creates joy in our life, one thing that is good in this world each day and share it with each other.

I don’t want to be the only one sharing my beautiful thing! I’m hoping that by doing this together, we can lift one another up. No matter what is going on in the world, in politics, online, in our own personal lives, surely we can each find at least one thing that lifts us up. And by sharing that beautiful thing with others, our discovery can lift others as well.

What I have already found is that by making myself accountable for “having to find one beautiful thing” has completely shifted my mindset. Suddenly, I am seeing beauty everyone. I am finding myself thinking about and looking for beautiful things all day long. And just this act has lifted me up out of the bog of melancholy…mostly!

(Full disclosure: my fourteen year old daughter recently listed our family in order from most to least optimistic, and I came in fifth out of seven. FIFTH! I am behind my dog (the hands-down winner), my oldest daughter, my husband, and one cat. I only lead my fourteen year old and our very grumpy, very picky cat. So, this is mainly to say that I am not the most optimistic person in the world (or even my own family) and definitely need a little brightness, a little joy, a littly optimism right now!)

The easiest way to share your Thing of Beauty is on Instagram by adding #thingofbeautyalong to your post. Then, if you search for #thingofbeautyalong, all the posts from everyone will show up in your feed! (If you are local, I am happy to show you how to do this!) You could also just comment on this blog and share your beauty there (although I’m not sure if you can include a picture). The final idea–that I just thought of right now–is I’m going to create a new topic in our NPJ Shawl Society Ravelry Group. (I’m not quite sure how that will work, but we might as well give it a try, eh?) Just like posting a picture of your project, you can post a picture of your discovery.

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Today, my thing of beauty is a recent hat I knit, which I think it ideal for this topic, because although the hat is primarily grey, the yellow dominates the colorwork and the mood of the hat. But at the same time, the yellow needs the grey. The two are more beautiful together. Just like in Keats’ poem that I shared two days ago, “Of all the unhealthy and o’er-darkened ways/Made for our searching:/yes, in spite of all,/Some shape of beauty moves away the pall
From our dark spirits.”

Again, “A thing of beauty is a joy forever.”

Let’s create some joy.

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Saudade Hat by Ysolda Teague. Knit with Jamieson & Smith Jumper Weight in the exact same colors as the designer.

Kaffe Mercantile

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I love my neighborhood.

Within walking distance, I can easily access three trailheads up the hill, and a quaint, delicious neighborhood coffee shop, Kaffe Mercantile, down the hill. The owners are friendly and welcoming, they consistently serve top-notch coffee and espresso drinks, and it is right on my way to work. Even though I don’t stop there as often as I would like (preferring to spend most of my money on yarn, to be honest!), it is always a delightful stop.

On my way in a bit early today to meet with a yarn rep, I stopped for a hemp milk latte (and had even remembered to bring my ceramic mug made by my daughters’ pottery teacher). It was a “thing of beauty” indeed!

What has been beautiful in your world today?

Thing of Beauty…along

So, I admit it.

I’ve gotten myself bogged down, depressed and stressed, over the political state of our nation. Like never before, I’m finding myself obsessing over news articles, Facebook posts, and NPR reports. It is literally making me sick and tired.

I know I am not alone.

While on my morning hike with my pup, I was lost in thought, thinking about an article I had just read in today’s paper. At first I was barely conscious of what was around me, I was so wrapped up in my own head. But then I found myself focusing on the rhythm of putting one foot in front of the other, my breath started coming more easily, and I started noticing the sounds of the chickadees and the flutter of the leaves falling to my left and to my right. Then I looked up.

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It was a thing of beauty.

I hike this trail almost every single day; I know this path almost as well as I know my own home. Its familiarity comforted me and surprised me.

I woke up to realize that even when the state of the world feels tumultuous, cantankerous, and scary, this world really is good. Beauty is always all around us; we just need to make up our minds to notice and appreciate it. Right then and there, I decided to challenge myself to find the beauty in the world, to focus on the good rather than the bad.

Even just deciding just that much, I couldn’t stop noticing how much beauty was around me.

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So, here is my challenge: for the next 30 days, I am challenging myself to find a “Thing of Beauty” every single day. I will post my find here and on Instagram, using the hashtag #thingofbeautyalong. If you would like to join me, please post your pictures on Instagram including the hashtag #thingofbeautyalong and we can all be surrounded by beautiful things.

There is no way this can’t make all our worlds just that much brighter, right? I hope you’ll join me!

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A Thing of Beauty is a Joy Forever

A thing of beauty is a joy for ever:
Its loveliness increases; it will never
Pass into nothingness; but still will keep
A bower quiet for us, and a sleep
Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing.
Therefore, on every morrow, are we wreathing
A flowery band to bind us to the earth,
Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth
Of noble natures, of the gloomy days,
Of all the unhealthy and o’er-darkened ways
Made for our searching: yes, in spite of all,
Some shape of beauty moves away the pall
From our dark spirits. Such the sun, the moon,
Trees old, and young, sprouting a shady boon
For simple sheep; and such are daffodils
With the green world they live in; and clear rills
That for themselves a cooling covert make
‘Gainst the hot season; the mid-forest brake,
Rich with a sprinkling of fair musk-rose blooms:
And such too is the grandeur of the dooms
We have imagined for the mighty dead;
All lovely tales that we have heard or read:
An endless fountain of immortal drink,
Pouring unto us from the heaven’s brink.

Nor do we merely feel these essences
For one short hour; no, even as the trees
That whisper round a temple become soon
Dear as the temple’s self, so does the moon,
The passion poesy, glories infinite,
Haunt us till they become a cheering light
Unto our souls, and bound to us so fast
That, whether there be shine or gloom o’ercast,
They always must be with us, or we die.

Therefore, ’tis with full happiness that I
Will trace the story of Endymion.
The very music of the name has gone
Into my being, and each pleasant scene
Is growing fresh before me as the green
Of our own valleys: so I will begin
Now while I cannot hear the city’s din;
Now while the early budders are just new,
And run in mazes of the youngest hue
About old forests; while the willow trails
Its delicate amber; and the dairy pails
Bring home increase of milk. And, as the year
Grows lush in juicy stalks, I’ll smoothly steer
My little boat, for many quiet hours,
With streams that deepen freshly into bowers.
Many and many a verse I hope to write,
Before the daisies, vermeil rimmed and white,
Hide in deep herbage; and ere yet the bees
Hum about globes of clover and sweet peas,
I must be near the middle of my story.
O may no wintry season, bare and hoary,
See it half finished: but let Autumn bold,
With universal tinge of sober gold,
Be all about me when I make an end!
And now at once, adventuresome, I send
My herald thought into a wilderness:
There let its trumpet blow, and quickly dress
My uncertain path with green, that I may speed
Easily onward, thorough flowers and weed.                        –John Keats

 

Love Affair (Or, How to Block a Triangular Shawl)

I have knit a lot of shawls. Many, many shawls I knit because a shawl is the easiest item for me to knit out of the gorgeous skeins of yarn I can’t help myself from buying. There are so many beautiful shawl patterns out there and I love the ease of just matching a pattern to a beautiful skein of yarn and immediately casting on. It doesn’t take as much forethought to begin a shawl as it does a sweater. I generally knit shawls out of fingering or laceweight yarn, and I know what needles work best to get the gauge I want and that will work with my pattern. This allows me to start (and finish) shawls almost continuously.

As a result, I not only have at least one shawl on my needles all the time, I also have over 45 shawls in my shawl bin under my bed that I pull out and wear almost daily. Now, I am aware that this is A LOT of shawls. I don’t think I realized how many shawls I was storing down there until I started pulling them out for my sister, a fellow knitter, to see while she was visiting last spring. It was shocking (and a little embarrassing).

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I don’t think I realized how many shawls I have, because although I’m constantly rotating what shawls I wear, I definitely have my favorites and probably only wear about fifteen of them regularly. Since pulling them out and counting them all, I’ve been trying to figure out why I wear some more than others, and I can’t really put my finger on what makes some shawls my favorites while others end up getting buried in the bowels of the bin.

I can’t tell when I start a shawl if it’s going to be one of my favorites or not. It doesn’t seem to make a difference if the knit was more enjoyable or interesting to knit. I love every shawl while I’m knitting it, because I simply just love to knit. I’m not really thinking of wearing the shawl while I’m knitting. That’s not the important part. I am just enjoying the process of the knit.

When I really fall in love, though, is when I’m blocking the shawl for the first time. Blocking usually takes longer than I think it’s going to, but it is only then when I really see and appreciate the work I’ve done. (It is also when my family actually notices what I’ve been working on for the past month, but that  is perhaps a post for another time.)

Strangely, blocking each shawl kind of feels like a fond farewell. Once it comes off the blocking board, it becomes an article of clothing and no longer “my knitting.” Blocking is when I transform my work into something else entirely, something I will either love to wear or not. By then, though, it doesn’t really matter to me so much.

In the act of blocking each shawl, I am completely smitten. I am in love.IMG_3523Weaving the blocking wire across the top edge of the triangular shawl, I go under each purl ridge and over each knit ridge all the way across the top.
IMG_3522I then pin the wire in place with T-pins.IMG_3525This secures the top into a nice, straight edge before pinning out each point.IMG_3526I then pin each and every point, starting with the center point and moving up evenly along each edge of the shawl, readjusting as necessary as I go. IMG_3530This is the part that always seems to take forever and when I embrace the fact, yet again, that I am too anal for my own good…IMG_3532But, then again, that is also when I am so absolutely taken by the beauty of what I have just finished. I am so in love with every single stitch, every perfect little point, that it all feels worth it. IMG_3539At this point, it just doesn’t matter if I ever wear this shawl. Seeing my work stretched out in its glorious perfection is enough. Every single time I block my shawls, I have a total love affair. I just can’t help myself…
IMG_3549But, in this case, I have a feeling I’m going to wear this particular shawl a lot. All the pieces came together perfectly, and I just love every single thing about it. This one may just find a way to stay near the top of the bin.

(This shawl was knit as part of the Shawl Society Knitalong I’m hosting through Needlepoint Joint. We are attempting to knit all six patterns as part Helen Stewart‘s Shawl Society in six months. This is the Amulet Shawl, the second shawl of the series.)

Elastigirl

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A week ago, one of my really good college friends and his family came through town on their way from Southern Utah back home to Bend, Oregon. I hadn’t seen them for at least twelve years, so it was a long-overdue visit where we got to meet one another’s families and catch up beyond the connections Facebook status updates afford.

While here, my friend’s two kids told their parents that I reminded them of Elastigirl. His kids knew nothing about my whole “Knit Hero” launch, so who knows what it was about me harkened Helen Parr in the Pixar movie, “The Incredibles,” but whatever it was, I find it incredibly flattering!

Elastigirl is awesome. She kicks some major ass while keeping her head and still being an amazing mom and wife to her family. She has a solid moral compass, is resourceful and flexible, and although she doesn’t knit in the movie, I’m giving it pretty good odds that she will be knitting in at least one scene in the sequel. Because, really, we all know she would be an awesome knitter.

What I like about Elastigirl–and all the Incredibles in general–is that they are not perfect, iconic superheroes. They are real people most of the time, living undercover, learning about how to use their superpowers within the perameters of normal society. They have faults, insecurities, and are evolving just like the rest of us. Just because they are superheroes, they still make mistakes and screw things up.

I find this very comforting. Just because I am Knit Hero does not mean I have no faults or make no mistakes. I make plenty and often. I am not perfect. Not even close.  I am still learning all the time. In fact, learning and growing are what I enjoy most about life. Whenever things feel stagnant is when I start to feel bored, uninspired and antsy.

Thankfully, knitting keeps me humble. Just when I feel a little cocky, my knitting comes up to bite me from behind and remind me that I still have a lot to learn. I made one of the cardinal errors of knitting on my Coronilla Tee that I didn’t even notice until showing it off to a friend. Laying it out on a table for her to admire my knitting prowess, I see something I had never noticed before:FullSizeRender

A stripe. A pretty obvious stripe.

Yep…

This superhero didn’t notice that I had purchased and been knitting with two very different dyelots until the sweater was almost completely finished. It’s not quite like injuring a trainful of passengers or mistakenly blowing up a building, but it’s embarrassing nonetheless. It means frogging the tee up to the armholes to start again, hoping that alternating the skeins will hide my careless mistake.

I am not a good knitter because I don’t make mistakes. (Oh, I make plenty!) What makes me a good knitter is not being afraid of making mistakes. Nothing in knitting is permanent. I am not afraid of ripping something out and starting again. Dropping a miscrossed cable down twenty rows and reworking it row by row is actively thrilling for me. As I’ve knit–and made lots of mistakes–I’ve gotten braver and better at fixing the things I’ve messed up. I’m willing to try new things and tackle challenging projects not because I know I won’t mess them up, but because I’m not afraid of making them.

It’s a good reminder to me that just because I am calling myself Knit Hero does not mean I am now perfect, above making mistakes or learning new things. I will not always have all the answers or know all the things–nor would that really be any fun. Instead, I want to continue loving knitting, teaching, and learning. That sounds like an adventure worthy of a superhero to me!

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Offline

Immediately following the most intense, public online period in my life–launching Knit Hero, this website, a blog, an email list, and initiating a Ravelry KAL group that suddenly gleaned a lot of followers–I very suddenly went completely offline by going on an Alaskan cruise last week.

It was hard to leave all the feedback I was constantly receiving from others and the rush of connections that I felt I was building in this online world, but at the same time it was just exactly what I needed. For people who know me well, you know that I tend to be a little bit (okay, a lot) obsessive, and the past month has been all about Knit Hero all the time. It has been thrilling and exciting and I love every minute of it, but it is also exhausting. I was almost manic over how often I was checking stats, viewing feedback and responding to comments, and brainstorming next steps and  concocting plans. I didn’t know how to stop, how to take a breath.

Then, very suddenly, I was just Karyn. On a cruise. With my family. In Alaska.

It was wonderful.

I had no internet connection and no easy way to connect with anyone who wasn’t in my immediate vicinity. I was completely offline. Instead, I took over 400 photographs, ate a lot of food, saw whales, Bald Eagles, and glaciers, played games, sea kayaked, and walked along quaint sidewalks in little Alaskan towns. I didn’t get as much knitting time in as I had hoped, but what I did fit in was perfection.

I got to the halfway point of the Talisman Shawl, the first Shawl Society shawl, just south of Ketchikan, Alaska. It was a gorgeous few hours sitting in the sun, watching for whales and feeling a connection with these elusive mammals as they came up for air and then headed back below the surface once again. It was a good reminder that this time to myself, with my family, just quietly coming up for air and then disappearing for a while before coming up for air again, is so restorative and natural. It reminded me that  trusting myself as I move through this life, remembering to breathe and rest and look around a while, is crucial in maintaining balance and momentum.


My daughter, Grace, and I kayaking Chilkot Lake outside Haines, Alaska. Breathing together.

After docking in Seattle, I flew down to Eugene, Oregon to visit with my mom as she recovers from surgery on her spine, allowing me the opportunity to be with her and also to reconnect just a little bit online before getting fully back into the swing of things once I get home. It is yet another chance to breathe. And remember the whales.